{"id":285,"date":"2010-06-21T02:50:39","date_gmt":"2010-06-21T08:50:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.briandeyo.us\/brd\/wp\/?p=285"},"modified":"2010-06-21T02:50:39","modified_gmt":"2010-06-21T08:50:39","slug":"letting-go-of-the-small-stuff","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.briandeyo.us\/index.php\/2010\/06\/21\/letting-go-of-the-small-stuff\/","title":{"rendered":"Letting go of the small stuff"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m finding solace in menial tasks of microscopic importance.\u00a0 It&#8217;s important to follow how much money I have, but is it necessarily important enough for me to have an excel spreadsheet tallying my purchases and receipts.\u00a0 Do I really need to spend the time doing the absurd task of copying over strictly the files I need?\u00a0 The first answer in my mind says &#8220;yes, of course it is important.&#8221;\u00a0 I only need to take a deep breath to remember that what is important has more to do with seeing people and being open to happiness.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>Right now that deep breath seems inaccessible at times, and I am relieved when I relax enough to enjoy myself.\u00a0 I&#8217;m thankful for all the time I have been able to spend with people, and I&#8217;m glad that I get to spend more of it.\u00a0 With a little less than 96 hours to go, time is short and I&#8217;m taking as many deep breaths as possible.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>The experience really is akin to riding a roller coaster.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 On May 11th the roller coaster left the platform, and it has been slowly inching its way up a hill so steep that we can only glimpse what lay on the other side.\u00a0 With butterflies in the stomach and a health dose of\u00a0nervous anticipation we are about to crest that hill.\u00a0 Hands in the air screaming WHEEEE!!!! all the way down.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m finding solace in menial tasks of microscopic importance.\u00a0 It&#8217;s important to follow how much money I have, but is it necessarily important enough for me to have an excel spreadsheet tallying my purchases and receipts.\u00a0 Do I really need to spend the time doing the absurd task of copying over strictly the files I &hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":12,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[50],"tags":[53,55,54],"class_list":["post-285","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-peace-corps","tag-anticipation","tag-breathing","tag-nervous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.briandeyo.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/285","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.briandeyo.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.briandeyo.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.briandeyo.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/12"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.briandeyo.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=285"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.briandeyo.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/285\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":287,"href":"https:\/\/www.briandeyo.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/285\/revisions\/287"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.briandeyo.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=285"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.briandeyo.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=285"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.briandeyo.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=285"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}